Green Eyed Monster [×] (Taken with instagram)

I Taught Myself ..

I taught myself
Not to cry
I taught myself
How to fly
And I’ve dug my own hole
So I’d know where to die
And I’m the asshole
With the patience that’s shy
Cuz my pride
Is too heavy to hide
And I know
I say that a lot
And I know
That you think you got what I got
But I haven’t even begun to write
My best words will be on my burial plot
I live for the night
And I wake for the day
Because of God so to him I pray
And in my heart He stays
One day
I’ll fall asleep tho
One day
My body won’t move tho
And my words will float out the window
And dance around as the wind blows
And build a story as the air flows
Reaching high
Above the sky
Someday
I’ll die
Got dues to pay
I’ll die
Cuz I’m not meant to forever stay
Stop me
If you can’t handle the thought
But I’m aware of my mortality
I just hope my words are bought
Cuz in them ..lies my eternal energy

I taught myself
And I know
One day ..
I’ll die .

—kARMA

Rudeness in its Craziest Form .

Umm ..off the top .::

Rudeness in its craziest form
Emotions unreal
Reasonings are colder than warm
Thoughts too strong to feel
Too deep to heal
So everythings more of an experience
And less of an essence
Cuz I’m not mean
My expressions are just too obscene
To sound anything less
Than offensive
So I guess
People think I’m apprehensive
To share “the real me”
But I’m pretty happy
With the person you think I might be
Sarcastic
With a dirty mind
Drastic
With no patience to find
Random rambler
Poetic gambler
Never trying to reform
Rudeness in its craziest form

—kARMA

Poetically Profound: Noah's Ark

poeticallyprofound:

As tempting as it was
There was enough blood
Between us
To create a flood
I ventured deep within my own mind
Trying to define time
There’s no such thing as forever so I had to leave you behind
Hope you understand why…
Why the stars shine so bright
Why a flower smells so perfect
Why you…

Poetically Profound: Paper Mâché

poeticallyprofound:

Maybe
If the promises you made
Weren’t so paper mâché
They would hold some weight
I’ve tried to say
Tried to speak
The right words
The right way
What it means
To have faith
You are beautiful
Down to your cuticles
My fingertips are frayed
I can’t grasp
Last gasps
I love yous lost…

(Source: strawza)

High .

I stay awake for you

Trying to spit out an expression or two

To make this night better than the last

Make this relationship better than my past

So I have to think fast

Trying to rely

On the high

That I feel

When I know that its real

But I don’t wanna deal

With the fact that I cant read your mind

And its so hard to find

The words I need to unwind

Thoughts moving like wheels

Pressured with zeal

I can’t stop and pull over

Cuz there’s all this stress on my shoulder

To make the mess

That is my bolder

Speech

Into a love letter

That can reach

Even the skies above

The stars that shove

Into space

That’s the place

I wanna touch love

Fly with me

As I find the everlasting explanation

To make you see

My contemplations

And inspirations

Rises higher than just me

You are the only one I try

For

I fly

For

And one day; I’ll cry

For

Meanwhile I still look

For my breath you took

So I can say the right words for why

I feel high

Meanwhile; join me in the sky ..

—kARMA

Fantasy Over Reality .

Hopeful .

I really like you I know you don’t like me But I tend to hope